Monday, April 23, 2012

Pain is growth…


I realized I have been experiencing cognitive dissonance. What is cognitive dissonance, you ask? This term describes internal conflict as we encounter a point of view different from our own, and we question our own beliefs. For example, you have wanted a silver Mercedes, since you were old enough to drive. You work hard, and you say, "I deserve this."



Your cell phone rings. Your best friend has cancer, and she gets laid off in 30 days. You place her needs ahead of your own, and you take care of her. The car holds no value. You make that decision to put your emotional conflict in balance. Perhaps, you decide to buy that car. Life is short, and you had better enjoy it.  I'm not going to waste your time, and say that either choice is wrong because that choice is up to you.  Don't put yourself in limbo to satisfy someone else’s beliefs.  Everyone has a purpose. Each of us must determine  what that is.



I may have caused some cognitive dissonance among readers.  I want to make it clear that my stance on stem cell research is not evidence of dissatisfaction in my own life, or in the lives of my friends with disabilities.  I am very happy with my life, and I am proud to identify as a disabled person.  I am glad to know people, with disabilities.



The true nature of my support to GUSU is yet to be determined, but I'll just keep plugging away, until my role presents itself. I still stand by my initial reaction to the Symanski story. Everyone deserves more choice in his or her medical treatment.  I’m not going anywhere, until that happens.



  Peace


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